Pleasure of Pain-
Asmaul Husna-
this time
it’s her turn
to fall
she’s determined to unleash
her cage
unties: beliefs, doubts
she walks
towards an old soul
an unknown station
as if going back to
where she came from
everyone came from
her journey is accompanied by pain and music
the sweet addiction
of fragility and melancholia
expressionless stares
pierces her inside
each time
the desire to hold and touch
increases
stays unfulfilled
the struggle
to feel and not to own emotions
the pleasure of pain
is something beyond
takes her somewhere
fallen and floated
continues to swim
with the addiction
of nothingness
